your heart is black
thick
undying
continually persistent
means to an end
to grasp, choke, quickly snatch
the feelings of others
fast
i feel the past is catching up
whisking underneath off your feet
stumble
fall
forget reasons
beget aches
a cacophony of voices
piercing
reminding you, the wandering soul
of truth
deceitful, cowardly
boaring a tunnel
into a deep sea
spinning of dreams and anticipation
for nothing more
quiet, cold, wet
prescence of time fades
the sun fades, disappointing again on your mornings
coffee table on weekends
drive endlessly
the dashboard with condoms
eager
anxious
awaiting
for approval
fall slowly, sink gently
into this great void
cooed by the slightest shift in pressure
to your skin
your head
your mouth
fingers
caressing your body
a wonderful false hope
a delicate web, letting you down
disappear you poor child
rest on your whims and carelessness
your antics leading to depression
addictions, beautiful and ugly
i will laugh for you